To killing innocent human, to killing whole humanity, to save innocent human, so save whole humanity.

You know I am once dreamt my KHM but at last no established but not upset that my dream. I knew from my NGO bureau thats to need registration 10 lac taka and some rules. Although I know that to serve humankind first need to good thoughts and good acts. After that our reality has become like this where peoples always reluctant and avoid such peoples who are always crying on their personal story.

I know from my struggle life in here no any humanity, only thats have only  in mouth. If it is not true.  At that that I dreamt that to collect something and distribute to our poor, needy and disable peoples. But I could not. Now I am thinking at last my book publish but how to do ? in there to need money.

I already to wanted my justice to against the inhumanity. Now I am tried so no maintain my children education expenditure. But till now no response. But why ?

Once the government of the peoples Republic of Bangladesh told me that we always help you everywhere, every place. But thats not facts only Virus.

Now I hope to my government of the peoples Republic of Bangladesh and non govement office please save the Queen Krishan konna of Bangladesh and her innocent children.

Althought my right today Gopalgong  but they dont care to us. But we are human. Thats my right only. But I always believe a sentence--

Don't fillup of your heart by bad thoughts. Please keep it as like as empty boul of beggar. Once thats fillup of kindness by God only. ''

I know that in this world now have a lot of humanist who always give to always moral values.

I know that 'Even God can't help if people decide not to use their brains.'' After that sometimes-to need money that always human wellbing.

Till now I could not proper education of my two sons. I know that they are not alone. But now I am helpless. Because I could not surrender to them thats my personality only. But now I demand my compensation of my nation to 50 core taka. But thats only jun may be. Because I have seen in here who can pestonised , he is so much gained. I recall when I am affected by brain tumor but nobody did not come to help me at that day. Whereas I have seen when last year old city of Dhaka occured a miserable incident. Then I had seen that today Molana Nizami addopted two sisters life only. Next day I had seen that our PM Sheikh Hasina is going their marraige ceremoney as like as daughters.  At last to seen that our politicians took to them in Parsona (beauty parliar). Whereas when I was always laying in my bed, My whole life I was working with my integrity. But then nobody did not come, no govt. or no social. Thats our reality !

On the other hand always I am looking of our society slogan to eve-teasing. But I became again and again eve-teasing by our high society, then everybody is silent. A lot of woman suicide by their emotional strain. When they dead then we dragging their dead body. Thats our reality !

But as like as me who is now disability lishted. I am alone. Now my family, society and my administration tells me mental patient in front of the World. Then now I am telling now I am mental patient. I want to live, please save my life and save my innocent and helpless children.

I recall once I wrote to my friend Christopher Mark wingate that now I dont want my justics to me only want to justics my two sons. why they underesteemate of our family , society and administration ?

Now I am telling to  all of my friends of the world, now I am helpless of our family, society and administration. please someone my friends help my helples and disputed two sons who only living peacefully and well educated after my death. They are so helpless in here. After my death they  of course be stress in here.

I am  Krishan konna now I am so cruel, I have no demand only they will be good and getting real educated only for that. Then I am stop now and then touch my death only. Once I cached my pen only my two sons.

Please help my two sons important life only.Now I am requesting to all of my friends of the world.

With regards-

On behalf of

Krishan konna Humanity Mission

Rahila Khanum (Krishan konna of Bangladesh).

8 January,2010.