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| Rahila Khanum Ministry of Agriculture |
Today I known that we are all equaly entitled of our human rights without discrimination. These rights are all interrelated, interdepended and indivisible. Human rights are rights inherent to all human beings, whateever our nationality, place of residence, sex, color, language , religion and other status.
But from my life what always I have been looking ? Now I dont know nothing, I don't know nothing only know what I am doing ?
Yesterday my younger son said to me that what are you writing ? nobody dont like your writing. Nobody don't touch your wall, even no any bee touch that also. Then really I hurt in my mind and so distressed. Just today only my thought really what I am doing ?
I recall once my second brother said, '' Stop your writing, you are unwell now, always take care of you and your sons thats make you be happy and peace only. Always remember our reality, supose in your office, in there ten person to tell one word, then you tell other word, everybody support the ten person, No support to you. Then seems to others that you are Mad only. I know and understand you what you want but you dont against establish of your idea. Thats our reality. ''
I recall my friends Christophere Mark Wingate important words '' The cost of faiture is expereence but the cost not trying is your soul. '' Of course I known from my father and our all of brothers struggle life and from my struggle life also. All of them did not bang their head agaist the wall, whereas all of them always stand back from that.
I have seen of my fathers life. Of course he is once succeed. I have seen my elder brother who always fighting aganist the terrorist and illegal affaris. He was the brave solder as like as a tiger. But at that day was so dark night and the terrorist to killed him only behind door. From that day I knew that only corrupted person all perfomed behind door, they are hidden, but true person dont hidden anytime, anywhere. So he was so stead fast that I knew from his life.
My second brother who is a brave one also. I recall after killed my elder brother, in there established the illegal power. At that time it will be hit again our family. So my second brother escaped away from that place with me and permanent living at Narail . Then he was may be attened the SSC Exam. After that from his struggle life no any time to read. But his experience so high. All of leader like and love him so only for his integrity. Because at that day a lot of responsibles of our family. One side my elder brother killed and other hand my grand father Suresh Chondro Mukherji had gone to India without our concern. Because at that time his life risk to living there. So he escaped away at dark night without no knowing of our family. He was the best guider of our family and second my elder brother but now understand that atmosphere was so hard for us. That illegal power destroyed our family roots.
But my fathers did not know how to faiture. He was trying the best. My others brothers and sisters are then so small. They always trying their study proper way and no hamper to others. I recall the way of our school, where once killed our elders brothers, a coconut tree was standing up a long time bearing a great sign in his body that means when the bullet busting , then some bullet entered and out going that coconut tree. To more blooded road, in the middle of the road a lot of blood flowing. Regular my children was walking to their school and crosing the same road over my elder brothers blood by their feet. But never their mind to be corrupted. They always seen to crying my mother. But never arised any revenge to against the terrorist. Whereas they trying to learn proper education. Thats was my father dreams that they knew always.
Human any time sliped and again he standing up thats indispensable reality. Such thing happend my father life. Once my younger two brothers same time passed the ssc examination to getting the first class of science. Thats occured only for my fathers good performance. He dreamt again and again. But our reality is so hard. My two brothers out of his family. Because only for their education go aborad of course. Seems to me if any college or university of my father own, So they will be proper educated that I know. when they come out of our village and admitted the Narail Victoria college. In there they attached our student politics.In there they seems to them as like as a lord. Then they understood that who are attached politics, so all power is themself only. So once one of them unfortunately attached a unathorised party and disputed at that time. Everywhere he became disputed. But nobody did not know orginal fact in his mind and the un express word of his heart. To day my observation that meaning the word of terrorist another way. when our police attacked the theif. Then the police is terrorist with the theif. Because the theif affraid to see the police and try to escape away. Just my younger brother cached his illegal arms at that day only against the terrorist who always destroyed our family and destroyed our father dreamt only. From his childhood he always observed a illegal power that destroyed our family. He wanted once just now they all of terrorist to be affraid to looking his. So then he did not keep his head banging against the wall, then he stand back from that and looking the options. For this once he cached his illegal arms and dont care any administration, any society, even our family. I knew at that time the dept. of police always affraid that person. But I know that my brother did not any harm to others. Only he was human beings. Always try to solve the probles of others. He is not terrorist. Our adminstration, our society created him terrorist and disputed him. But till now I dont believe that any illegal work performed by his hand. Always he is friend of the helpless peoples of our society that everyone recognised today. Our society did not honor to him. But the foreign just understood him propersly. From 1993 till now he is our of country. But sometimes he tried to stay our country but could not. Because our reality. first stage a lots of Korian, Chain and Japans loved him so much as like as a brother only his integrity of essence.
I know a lots of my brother who left our country as like as same case. But it seems to me that only for their good luck that I know thats my feelings only. Now in my thought that all of my brothers who always fighting only their father, mothers , wife and children and sending a lot of money that enriched my finance system that mean remitance. May be yesterday I read a space of our beloved son Mr. Shojib Wazid Joy's , he said thatour digital structure is complete now al most. But till now no meaning of our digital Bangladesh. Please tell me anyone what is our digital frame work ? I want a frame work and to work always upon him. This frame will be brings our mother crying who could not see his dear son ? Only this money fill up my dear sister in law and his dear sons tears ? A lots of brothers and sisters are now crying and crying but I don't know ever. only know my dear brother who one month to eating his hand and saved my life that misearable day at Cmch who is crying, his wife is crying, his son is crying. After that he is as like as a lord in there. In here no honor to him but foreign just given him honor. Thats all. Allah is Great.
But our bad luck after my brother killed till now we are not established our supremme power of our locality. Thats reality. Everyone tried his best one of but not succeed. Because that our illegal power. So we are always failed in there that I know.
I recall last year when I heard that police captured my second brother in front of his work shop. Then I hurt so much in my mind. At that day I went to see my brother at Narail. I went the judge office and wanted to meet him which law he captured my brother. But our illegal power he did not met me. Even in there someone told that his brother is so dangerous. Then I arised loud voice and said no my brother is not, in this illegal law is must terrorist that I know.
When i come back then to know about our judge. After all he is not proper. A lot of complains against to his name. Always he established his illegal power. I knew my brothers guilty that when judge car was running in front of the road for bring the children from his college. Then my nephew was coming by Honda (Motor cycle) same road. In there misunderstood. Then my nephew arised his loud voice against the driver. At that time the nayeb was present the car. So instantly he informed the judge and in order by judge all perfomed and quckly come and arrest my second brother because my nephew his elder son. Now understand the illegal power is so high that damaged not our hamper, sometimes that damaged our important life also. Now I hate them theri illegal power.
I recall last year once our efficiency class of our conference room. Then one of my sir told us that '' I have worked at least nineteen years of our locality that means district level. But I have seen a lot of that everyone is illegal. thats true now. if we obey the real establishment rules, then seventy percent peoples is stop standing up where he is standing up now. if we say thats establishment rules, then we are saying wrong. ''
Now you tell me why judge car was going the college of his office hour ? have any rules ? I dont know. only know last year when I discuss our doctors of Narail hospital, in there they said to me that if we did not give the proper food of the cow , then it did not proper milk. So all of TNO and Magistrate used the nice car or Zib but we are now negligence. So now to say perhaps no right of all of them. Thats was just illegal power.
I recall when I discussed our matters of our Deputy secretary Iqbal Uddin Khan (now He is secretary of Ministry of Home.) . Sir said to me that no matters, no any case on it. no tension all performed quickly. After some days once he said that to solved of your brothers case. I said him that yes all completed. But only used illegal power, then destroyed human life that i know from my life (cont.)
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