I am telling to all of my friends of Bangladesh and in all the World.

Rahila Khanum
Ministry of Agriculture.

Yesterday was my birth day. I received a lot of good wishes from all of my friends of the world thats enriched me now.  I am so greatful to all of you. You know that now a days I dont know any Party, any Nation, only know being human being. ' 'Shober uporey manush sotto taher uporey naye''. I have seen family, society and administration. I come from a farmer family who always believes of Awameleague. Till now my mother thought that Awameleague is her son Islam who killed by terrorist in 1975. I love Bangla, I love our poor, needy, disable and helpless peoples of the world. From my pains I can differentiate good and bed. I love Almighty Allah, I love the Holy Quran. I love our prophet Mohammad (PBUH). I always believe that Almighty Allah is unique of his attributes and self-sustaining. I want to carry out humanitarian works in a practical way to serve mankind, in order to gain blessessing and pleasure of Allah only. I know that while I am nothing but  a small particle in a vast kindom that Allah controls. Of course to all of you believe it also.Always remember that Allah, Isshore, God, Vogoban are only one person who controls to all of us. Allah is not only Muslim, HE is the whole human beings.

Just today I dont tolerate anything that disgust me only. Only for this always to like to keeping me so distance from news media. Accidently if I observed then so hurt to me untill no express that. Today I dont believe politicians, bureaucrats and others who seems to himself as like as God. But I believe that only God is my Almighty Allah only. Only for them our sonar Bangla has damaged now. They forget Allah, the Holy Quran and our prophet Mohammad (PBUH). I am seeing only for this has created so much conspiracy. Once it was by hidden. But now openly fighting thats not tolerable. That being hurt to me. I am so distressed. Because I am seeing thats only lost as like as me  needy society. You know that I am always fighting to against of our educated disability society. I already proved after 17 years the great quoted of Bangabandhu-'' Amer Krishok onnaye korena, Amer Mojdud onnaye korena, onnaye korey shikkhito somaj.''

Oh my friends please understand of our indispensable reality. In here have started a new playing if thisway running, must be more damage of our sacred  land thats you aquired in leau of a lot of lives. I know that no any lost of all you or they are, only lost of our poor, needy, farmers society only. Thats not only in Bangladesh, whole world same condition. After that of course understand  our reality. Please look at the President Brack Obama is running whole world only for peace and his country develop. Please read today's news paper ' Amader Shomoy'' in there Brack Obama said, ''Islam is the great religion.'' But we forget Allah and our Islam. Islam always give the  solution of all problems. Whereas we could not a line to say anytime of my God. Please look backward of our history. All humanitarians could be succeed of the world. Abraham Linclon, Martin Luthar king, Nelson Mendela, Mohathir Bin Mohammad, Brack Obama are all of humanitarian. Our Prophet Mohammad (PBUH) is the greated humanitarian. So only humanitarian peoples understand the indispensable reality. Everyone dont possess of natural love feelings. Thats aquired day by day only for struggling that I know.

The Great Leader is that peroson who love Allah, who understand indispensable reality, who is humanitarian. and love our needy, poor and helpless peoples only. But when we selected of our leader, then we see their Darkness power who can be stress of our needy and helpless society only. So our roots have a old methods. On the other hand if thisway always to publish by media. Then our new generation will be follow this play. So should be condemn this play by our media. Today a lot of Media has created and grows a lot of politicians who are not humanitarian, as like as God. So their wrong activities always harmful for our new generation. I dont want to see only sign board of our Islam. It will must be follow genuinely. But I am not traditional Mowlana. Suppose at night after one o clock by Channel eye programme- I had seen in there their conversation-So shamful and hateful of our politicians. thats  being hurt to me.

You can not change human nature''. Never say Never''  After that only save our country to do something for betterment of our Bangla. The world is a stage and we are actor. The people come, perform their part and go. But our reality is we are not performing, only playing. So now we are not want to be public, want to be real actors. They are playing and we are watching as like as dorshok (public) thats so selfish thats no hope of our country from me. So now of course to do something produce and contribute of our country.

Yesterday conversation was Tariq Zia. When Mr. Salam Sb said politely and logically. But our MP said that he is not leterated person, even he said that he is not competant or same level of us. so we dont care to him. But I mean in here no competant or noncompetant. only inheritence. In here always killed of our competant peoples by of our realty. Salam Sb said that after his born he have been observing the politics, even in 1991 and till 1996 he  has a lot of achievements. I recognize that practical knowledge is so much experence than reading. He is a stead forward leader. A  real leader not created one a day. Day by day only for struggling once created a leader who understand our indispensable reality that I know. In here no oportunity to created themselves. Before that we are disputed. We lost our image. Thats our reality. I always anti of student policy. They of course real educated and understand of our indispensable reality. They love of our Bangla individually. They are always be stead forward leader, never believe blindly of our politicians.We always hope to them. Now seems to me of course they are not sleeping, they are waking up. One day they understand of our indispensable reality. Now I can differentiate good and bad. Face is index of mind. Seems to me that Tarik Zia was not so much corrupted. After all  he is good person. Their life was started in the fighting. If he get any oportunity of course succeed oneday. But our reality is -one can not please everybody- in here always disputed of our politicians.Thats created by only old methods.

I have seen in here a lot of old  methods that created only CSP officers who was attached the govt. of Pakistan. In there always killing of our needy, poor and helpless society. I dont know how and when we come out of this complicated rules, or not. I have seen to all of our needy sociey , farmer's society always distress by our politicians and in here we are suffering of bureaucrats who forget our indispensable reality.

I am telling to all of you who understand our reality and love Allah and always understand that we are in here only for short time. One day we will have to leave from this World. Only will stay our good performance and noble activities. I though that as like as humanitarian if we always staying beside to them of course we can something only for our country then and the whole needy society. Now we are living as like as a big family in the Earth Planet. In here we are all brothers and sister only. Allah said His Quran-'' oh human I created you only a pair of woman and man, after that I divided to all such catagories-religion, color, language, country, environment and other status only for introduce to each of others.'' So no doubt that we are so close in here and only for short time. Only for us waiting a long time that days only.

Who love Bangla, who love our poor, needy, helpless peoples, who love Krishan konna of Bangladesh. Please come on we build a strong humanity group of Bangladesh. I am always crying in here only for standing beside to all of them who are always killing by inhumanity. We want to always works in the middle of them only for helpler. Although I am not understand good english. But you can. We are working by website. I mean this is the latest technology of the world. Suppose our news paper only limitation of our country or who knows to Bangla. But our space so spread the whole world so fastly. So we are in the latest media now. We can get easily to all of humanitarian activities or others democratic government rules that of course help us to create our good government and modernize democracy. Who are now out of country, please surplus to our group what you gained gather knowlege from there. Always innovate, modify of someting that to need of our country. Today to neeed innovation. If you silent or sitting just to blindly never innovation of our society, of our administration. Always all of us to be innovative. All of you know that our country is so small but so  nice. If we desire to can be hear again that singing of birds, always we was hearing at the moment of sleeping and waking up. My river Noboganga and Chittra was  was so nice and khorosorota. Now a days I dreams these happy days that lost once.

Please come on to love bangla, the helpless peoples of Bangla, to love krishan konna of Bangla only for create a good government and recovery of our democracy. We dont want to fighting, we want to peace, peace and happiness only. Please come on practically or voluntarily what you comfortalbe. Always remember-Friendship is comfort, but not efforts. (cont.)